THE FISH

 

MUSIC & VIDEO BY MARTIN HYDE

 

 

 

this world that iv chosen 

has come  here to haunt me

a kiss of her lips 

from the window

iv fallen

 

a poison  so sweet 

my quivering smile

a body  arrested

awaiting too die

 

 

this life iv pretended

i can no longer

this wife i attempted 

to love 

i have slaughtered

 

destroyed anything that is left

here to wander

the sky is so beautiful

from here underwater

 

the fish

the fish 

the fish 

the fish 

 

the fish

 they have taught me

that sense is no longer

searching for food 

or spaces to conquer

 

the end i fear

is here and now

nothing is something

i tried to belong

 

 

my body that breaks

in the waves beyond her

leaves fragments 

of memories 

that we had once flaunted

 

to live a better life

 to have a better wife

thats nonsense

GIVE ME THE FUCKING KNIFE

 

so i can cut through the meat

because thats what it is

when the nerves have all  died 

and the mind is diseased

if i can no longer cry

or no longer feel

id rather be burried alive in 

this dream than to heal

 

and so my muffled screams

almost no more oxygen

brain bubbles bursting

under my skull 

 

 

i thought that we had something

i thought we could get along

to live in harmony 

but i was wrong

 

let me rip 

a hole in your face

to see your smile

has been erassed

with yours eyes 

mixed with the dirt

does any of this hurt